According to Madame Goodman, Librans have this tendency of having varying periods of activity and inactivity. I have been a lump over the past 2 weeks mainly due to my non existent lecture schedule. The extra time is making me think too much and the lack of optimism in some of these thoughts have started to take its toll on me .
This however is going to change soon. Intense period of activity is about to start. Soon i will be so busy that i will have no time to think. And then again i would wish for some free time where i could simply sit and think. Life continues to be at its dichotomous best. I am starting to wonder whether neutrality really exists in this world. Their is either optimism or pessimism, hatred or love, lust or disgust..... Indeed such a dichotomy beholds my mind at the present moment.
The dichotomy between the heart and the head. Everything logically adds up to a certain decision but the heart dictates a different decision. I can be either brutal to someone else or be brutal to myself. Not a choice i want to make.
Life is full of tough decisions but this will be the toughest i make. Indecision is another trait harbored by a normal libran according to Madame Linda. I seem to be abnormal in this regard as i simply cant make up mind on this issue.
Admist all this mental muddle i easily had one of my best days in my room. It was pouring crazy yesterday night. The world had called it a night. The only sound audible was of the rain drops splashing on the absorbent earth. Insects conveying their presence through a mellifluous opera. The streetlight giving immense character to the falling rain. Subtle shadows hiding its secrets. Nature had started speaking to me. Conversing about nothing in general but an emotion in particular. I did not understand what emotion it was trying to convey till the afternoon. The rain continued to ramble with me. The light a lot more benevolent reflected an immense spectrum of colours. My window expanded to cover the entire scope of my vision and made me privy to an extremely beautiful world. Then i understood that the world spoke of happiness. Dichotomous to the sadness filled in my wonky head.
This however is going to change soon. Intense period of activity is about to start. Soon i will be so busy that i will have no time to think. And then again i would wish for some free time where i could simply sit and think. Life continues to be at its dichotomous best. I am starting to wonder whether neutrality really exists in this world. Their is either optimism or pessimism, hatred or love, lust or disgust..... Indeed such a dichotomy beholds my mind at the present moment.
The dichotomy between the heart and the head. Everything logically adds up to a certain decision but the heart dictates a different decision. I can be either brutal to someone else or be brutal to myself. Not a choice i want to make.
Life is full of tough decisions but this will be the toughest i make. Indecision is another trait harbored by a normal libran according to Madame Linda. I seem to be abnormal in this regard as i simply cant make up mind on this issue.
Admist all this mental muddle i easily had one of my best days in my room. It was pouring crazy yesterday night. The world had called it a night. The only sound audible was of the rain drops splashing on the absorbent earth. Insects conveying their presence through a mellifluous opera. The streetlight giving immense character to the falling rain. Subtle shadows hiding its secrets. Nature had started speaking to me. Conversing about nothing in general but an emotion in particular. I did not understand what emotion it was trying to convey till the afternoon. The rain continued to ramble with me. The light a lot more benevolent reflected an immense spectrum of colours. My window expanded to cover the entire scope of my vision and made me privy to an extremely beautiful world. Then i understood that the world spoke of happiness. Dichotomous to the sadness filled in my wonky head.
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